Get the ball rolling

So, I weighed myself this morning and I'm at 120.8 which is very surprising considering the binges I've had. They've all taken place late at night after I get home, because I'll have a major case of the munchies. I have smoked weed before where I could keep my eating under control after I smoked and it was pretty good stuff, too.

Anyways, I've found if I bike around town and eat very little during the day than it kind of evens out with the binges. Not that I want to be stuck in this rut forever, but for now it's at least helping me not gain.

♥ Amy

Dread

So, I've havn't posted for a long time and I've been dreading it too. I'm at 124 at the moment and my thigh gap is gone. For a minute and a half I had glimpsed the wonderful feeling of being on the road to the thin I wanted to be.

I feel like ignoring this blog has been one of my downfalls in letting go so much. I'm back though and I hope this time I can keep under control.

Amy